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7. Let some things go - that might include your own sense of your own identity.

Whenever you make a significant step - or even a great big jump - towards what you want to do next, you have to leave something behind. There just isn't time and energy for it all. Sometimes it even involves moving away from the way you identify yourself - or the way others identify you.

For many people, I suppose I am "that woman who does those tarot decks". But right now, we are thinking seriously about whether we will do any more decks, after the couple that are in the pipeline already. Oddly enough, we always intended, when we began, only to do ten in all, and somehow that still feels right.

You know, I actually want to do more of the Bohemian Cats work - but in a much weirder, wilder way. And that means really focusing on it for a while, finding where it needs to go next. I have a feeling that this means that in another few years I'll be, "that woman who used to do those tarot decks". In a way it makes me very sad. I love tarot, I enjoy all sorts of aspects of it, not least the people we've met through it.
But I want to get back to the Cats - and so does Alex.



If you try to hold on to everything you're good at, or simply love doing, you'll probably end up scattered and unable to focus sufficiently on any one to really bring it to its highest possible level. Decide what you want to do for the next period of time (it doesn't have to be forever) and acknowledge that it might involve giving up something else that's dear to you. Be willing to make that decision.

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As much as I LOVE your tarot decks if you want to do more Bohemian Cats I have no objections :-) Which decks are on the pipeline? I love all your last postings, they are so insightful!
Well, there is See of Logos and A.N.Other Tarot, which we are not announcing yet as we promised the distributors that we would stop announcing things so early. "Not until there are 60 cards done," we were told. I think they are just sick of telling people that decks are delayed.

So, a deep, dark secret. Sort of.
and thank-you. I don't feel insightful so much as experienced or something. The last ten years have been quite a ride! It's nice to makes some sense of it.
These post are brilliant. As for the move from less tarot to more cats; there is a great energy from changes and new beginnings so it can only be good (I'm so Aries!).
Yes, I am experiencing the aftermath of one of those great big jumps myself. It is disorienting, yes, but also curiously liberating.

I loved the Bohemian Cats, and am most excited to see where you might take them that would be weirder and wilder!
I have the Bohemian Cats deck and I love how chatty it is. The pips make more sense than usual because you've given them so much character. And the story of how I got the deck is funny: I had several decks on my wishlist, and come Christmas a few years ago, my dad decided to pick one to get me. He picked yours. Smart dad.
But...but... you do the most beautiful Tarot decks in the universe! (but I do understand)

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Letting some things go

Thank you for this set of posts. I have been through a similar process over the last ten years as I've gone off on my own. The difference is that I never thought to articulate the process. I wish I would have, it would have been as reassuring as your posts have been helpful. This post is my favorite. I needed the reminder that I can stick to one thing, but it doesn't have to be forever. I'm excited for the rest of your tarot decks. But if that's all you did, it would be like when I was a kid and developed a small thing for unicorns. I did 2 sculptures that were awesome. The trouble was, after that friends couldn't seem to stop picking up unicorn stuff for me and others were disappointed when I didn't continue to make them. Argh, it's hard not to get stuck. Go Alex and Karen! ceal

I've been really enjoying your last set of posts. I wanted to ask you though - do you think that your current work satisfaction is a result of what you learned during your years in more "mainstream" work? Lots of people fail at doing what they love I think b/c they can't apply the kind of discipline and attitude that this requires. I know for myself, I would attribute most of my current success volunteering (where so many others have burned out/given up due to the nature and cultural clash of the area I'm in) to my experience in the film industry. Working in that industry taught me how to be aggressive, strategic, persistant, fearless even. How to get past complaining even though you're working 70 hour weeks with little to no thanks or result etc. How to keep moving forward in spite of what appear to be insurmountable obstacles. I'd never go back, but I'd never give up the time I spent in that industry either.